You gotta love those tv shows that teach a lesson each episode. The other day I was watching reruns of Full House and DJ was preparing her middle school graduation speech. She said something along the lines high school marking the start of life. So of course Danny has something to say about it and he says that you shouldn't disregard the last 14 years of your life. Did they mean nothing? High school isn't the beginning of your life, it is a continuation, a new chapter. He told DJ that she shouldn't live for the future just like she shouldn't live in the past.
I have a really hard time with living in the now. I am constantly thinking about the future. I obsess about it. I am starting to realize that I think I really am quite crazy. Crazy enough to be institutionalized possibly. I am nuts!
I am convinced that Rob Pattinson is my soulmate and I have come up with two scenarios on how I can meet him and make him fall in love with me:
Scenario 1: I finally become a famous singer and am asked to record a song for the soundtrack of one of his movies. Since he is also a musician he will either do a duet with me or be the songwriter or musician for song. He'll see me in my element and we'll realize we have so much in common and he'll be hypnotized by voice just like those mythical Sirens.
Scenario 2: I write an amazing book series and he portrays one of my characters in the movie version of my book.
Which brings me to my next big idea - I want to write a book. I've always wanted to write a book, hopefully a memoir someday when I've achieve all of my hopes and dreams. I think my life is interesting and my thoughts are bizarre enough to catch people's interest. I mean my life is pretty twisted - growing up in a dysfunctional home, my dad's addiction, divorce, bullied throughout school, singing, dancing, acting, american idol, nashville star, chicago, fsu, my weird encounters with guys like "one ball" and other creepers. My best friend is in love with me but he's married and has a baby with another close friend of mine. I met all of my best friends in college - Andrea, Megan. How Jessica and I became close and talk everyday even thought she's in Cali. My crazy dreams and my weird adventures. It could make for one interesting story,
But I was thinking about how Stephenie Meyer created Twilight. I love these books and she got the idea from a dream she had. How lucky is that - she has a dream and actually decides to write it down and elaborate on it and now she's going to be a millionaire! So I've decided that Megan and I are going to keep a dream journal until we have a good enough dream to turn into a book.
I'm having a horror movie marathon this weekend as a form of procrastination on my homework. I hate school. I'm so over it. Anyways I guess I better at least start it.
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