You gotta love those tv shows that teach a lesson each episode. The other day I was watching reruns of Full House and DJ was preparing her middle school graduation speech. She said something along the lines high school marking the start of life. So of course Danny has something to say about it and he says that you shouldn't disregard the last 14 years of your life. Did they mean nothing? High school isn't the beginning of your life, it is a continuation, a new chapter. He told DJ that she shouldn't live for the future just like she shouldn't live in the past.
I have a really hard time with living in the now. I am constantly thinking about the future. I obsess about it. I am starting to realize that I think I really am quite crazy. Crazy enough to be institutionalized possibly. I am nuts!
I am convinced that Rob Pattinson is my soulmate and I have come up with two scenarios on how I can meet him and make him fall in love with me:
Scenario 1: I finally become a famous singer and am asked to record a song for the soundtrack of one of his movies. Since he is also a musician he will either do a duet with me or be the songwriter or musician for song. He'll see me in my element and we'll realize we have so much in common and he'll be hypnotized by voice just like those mythical Sirens.
Scenario 2: I write an amazing book series and he portrays one of my characters in the movie version of my book.
Which brings me to my next big idea - I want to write a book. I've always wanted to write a book, hopefully a memoir someday when I've achieve all of my hopes and dreams. I think my life is interesting and my thoughts are bizarre enough to catch people's interest. I mean my life is pretty twisted - growing up in a dysfunctional home, my dad's addiction, divorce, bullied throughout school, singing, dancing, acting, american idol, nashville star, chicago, fsu, my weird encounters with guys like "one ball" and other creepers. My best friend is in love with me but he's married and has a baby with another close friend of mine. I met all of my best friends in college - Andrea, Megan. How Jessica and I became close and talk everyday even thought she's in Cali. My crazy dreams and my weird adventures. It could make for one interesting story,
But I was thinking about how Stephenie Meyer created Twilight. I love these books and she got the idea from a dream she had. How lucky is that - she has a dream and actually decides to write it down and elaborate on it and now she's going to be a millionaire! So I've decided that Megan and I are going to keep a dream journal until we have a good enough dream to turn into a book.
I'm having a horror movie marathon this weekend as a form of procrastination on my homework. I hate school. I'm so over it. Anyways I guess I better at least start it.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Thursday, October 16, 2008
CS2 Class
I've got a lot of shit to do this weekend:
Rewrite Focus Group Summary
Get quotes from people for Plans Book
Observations of student drinking
Brainstorm Creative
Creative Ideas as of now:
Aren't you glad you missed this?
Don't you wish you had missed out on this?
Aren't you glad you didn't miss this?
All of the above tags would then show some horrible consequence of drinking.
Blog that would work like post secret to talk about drinking horror stories and embarrassing pictures and such.
Using the photos to spell out our message.
Mural of pictures and newspaper clippings of negative consequences of drinking
focus on viral marketing, internet, mobile, social networking sites, promotions - NON TRADITIONAL
Rewrite Focus Group Summary
Get quotes from people for Plans Book
Observations of student drinking
Brainstorm Creative
Creative Ideas as of now:
Aren't you glad you missed this?
Don't you wish you had missed out on this?
Aren't you glad you didn't miss this?
All of the above tags would then show some horrible consequence of drinking.
Blog that would work like post secret to talk about drinking horror stories and embarrassing pictures and such.
Using the photos to spell out our message.
Mural of pictures and newspaper clippings of negative consequences of drinking
focus on viral marketing, internet, mobile, social networking sites, promotions - NON TRADITIONAL
Saturday, October 11, 2008
What happens in Vegas.....
I went to the gym today! Yay! lol. It's been 5 days since I went last. But I've been busy this week and PMS makes me exhausted. But it felt good to go. I just did the aerobics x-training on the elliptical.
So tonight is my friend's 21st birthday party. It's themed and I hate themed parties. I never seem to have the clothes that fit the theme. I could do sports pros and hos, I could handle an 80's event, a luau, or even a schoolgirl or secretary themed party. Tonight's theme is Vegas showgirl and I just plan on wearing a sequin tank and tight jeans. I wish I had some feathers or something fun to decorate my hair. I could maybe try to find some cheap fake eyelashes and some sequins and do my makeup over the top. Maybe I'll run up to Walgreens and try and find some fun stuff. I need some cheap Halloween stuff too and I bet they have that there also.
I'm so hungry I can't think straight right now. I'll write more later. I'm trying to get better at this blogging thing.
So tonight is my friend's 21st birthday party. It's themed and I hate themed parties. I never seem to have the clothes that fit the theme. I could do sports pros and hos, I could handle an 80's event, a luau, or even a schoolgirl or secretary themed party. Tonight's theme is Vegas showgirl and I just plan on wearing a sequin tank and tight jeans. I wish I had some feathers or something fun to decorate my hair. I could maybe try to find some cheap fake eyelashes and some sequins and do my makeup over the top. Maybe I'll run up to Walgreens and try and find some fun stuff. I need some cheap Halloween stuff too and I bet they have that there also.
I'm so hungry I can't think straight right now. I'll write more later. I'm trying to get better at this blogging thing.
Friday, October 10, 2008
"The sweet isn't as sweet without the bitter"
So lately I've been a total nerd! I just finished another Stephanie Meyer book and now I'm beginning A Walk To Remember. Plus my cousin just sent me 2 books to read.
I'm still totally obsessed with Twilight and the new trailer just premiered last night. It's amazing! Only another month and a half until the movie! woohoo. I think I'm going to need to go Twilight rehab. I have a serious addiction.
And speaking of Twilight, my new crush who has been nicknamed "twilight guy" is making things difficult for me. I can't seem to get a good opportunity to be alone with him. It's driving me nuts. He's going out of town this weekend and it makes me sad. Maybe it's ok though because I'm PMSing and my face is breaking out and I feel bloated. So by next weekend I should look much better. I saw him today and tried to mention some things that might make me more attractive like the fact that I'm a good cook! His ears perked up at that.
I'm confused about what I want to do for Halloween. I was going to throw a party here but its the same weekend as FAMU's homecoming and the GA Tech game so I think a lot of people are going out of town. So I think I may go to Orlando/Brevard county. AJ will be home then too so it should be a good time to go. I love this time of year though because all of the good horror movies come out and they play all of the old ones on TV.
I can't wait until christmas when I go to Wisconsin. It's going to be the greatest time ever. But this is an occurring problem I have - I'm always looking forward to the future and I can't just enjoy what's happening now. I keep thinking things will be better in Wisconsin or next year when I go to Chicago. It's just that I don't think there's anything here for me to be excited about unless this Twilight guy decides to date me.
Anyways I gotta get going I'll write more later. It's time for the Around The World dinner. :-)
I'm still totally obsessed with Twilight and the new trailer just premiered last night. It's amazing! Only another month and a half until the movie! woohoo. I think I'm going to need to go Twilight rehab. I have a serious addiction.
And speaking of Twilight, my new crush who has been nicknamed "twilight guy" is making things difficult for me. I can't seem to get a good opportunity to be alone with him. It's driving me nuts. He's going out of town this weekend and it makes me sad. Maybe it's ok though because I'm PMSing and my face is breaking out and I feel bloated. So by next weekend I should look much better. I saw him today and tried to mention some things that might make me more attractive like the fact that I'm a good cook! His ears perked up at that.
I'm confused about what I want to do for Halloween. I was going to throw a party here but its the same weekend as FAMU's homecoming and the GA Tech game so I think a lot of people are going out of town. So I think I may go to Orlando/Brevard county. AJ will be home then too so it should be a good time to go. I love this time of year though because all of the good horror movies come out and they play all of the old ones on TV.
I can't wait until christmas when I go to Wisconsin. It's going to be the greatest time ever. But this is an occurring problem I have - I'm always looking forward to the future and I can't just enjoy what's happening now. I keep thinking things will be better in Wisconsin or next year when I go to Chicago. It's just that I don't think there's anything here for me to be excited about unless this Twilight guy decides to date me.
Anyways I gotta get going I'll write more later. It's time for the Around The World dinner. :-)
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