"The sweet isn't as sweet without the bitter"

So lately I've been a total nerd! I just finished another Stephanie Meyer book and now I'm beginning A Walk To Remember. Plus my cousin just sent me 2 books to read.

I'm still totally obsessed with Twilight and the new trailer just premiered last night. It's amazing! Only another month and a half until the movie! woohoo. I think I'm going to need to go Twilight rehab. I have a serious addiction.

And speaking of Twilight, my new crush who has been nicknamed "twilight guy" is making things difficult for me. I can't seem to get a good opportunity to be alone with him. It's driving me nuts. He's going out of town this weekend and it makes me sad. Maybe it's ok though because I'm PMSing and my face is breaking out and I feel bloated. So by next weekend I should look much better. I saw him today and tried to mention some things that might make me more attractive like the fact that I'm a good cook! His ears perked up at that.

I'm confused about what I want to do for Halloween. I was going to throw a party here but its the same weekend as FAMU's homecoming and the GA Tech game so I think a lot of people are going out of town. So I think I may go to Orlando/Brevard county. AJ will be home then too so it should be a good time to go. I love this time of year though because all of the good horror movies come out and they play all of the old ones on TV.

I can't wait until christmas when I go to Wisconsin. It's going to be the greatest time ever. But this is an occurring problem I have - I'm always looking forward to the future and I can't just enjoy what's happening now. I keep thinking things will be better in Wisconsin or next year when I go to Chicago. It's just that I don't think there's anything here for me to be excited about unless this Twilight guy decides to date me.

Anyways I gotta get going I'll write more later. It's time for the Around The World dinner. :-)